Ahhh yes,, hopefully this will the first post in a long line of honest, to myself at least, blog entries where I will share with you the fruitlessness of my labours for the past 10 years. Fruitlessness in that I don't make much money. In fact, I'm flat broke. And, I'm not that happy, mostly because I'm tired of being broke. This is going to be an account of how I get out of my current reality an into a life that I will create for myself. If I have nothing else, I have optimism.